thewordsyouneverunderstood:

you aren’t what I need.
the first time we met, I should have known it.
the only thing you ever learned about me was that my favorite color was burgundy.
since then I said a lot of other things worth knowing. and yet, you did not listen.
so the fairytale fell apart somewhere between the first time we met and the first time I let you lay me in your bed.
in reality, I don’t know who I’m more disgusted with.
you, for your carelessness, for being man enough to undress but not man enough when the time came for midnight confessions.
I almost fell in love with you.
that was before I jumped into arms that weren’t ready to catch me.
you said I was too much and as I look at you, you’re edges are sharper than mine.
and if you had asked, I would have searched the black market for another set of hands if it meant I would get to hold you.
and I am sorry that your cowardice didn’t let you see that.
but I should be disgusted with myself.
for forgetting everything I valued.
that I should never have to offer my body to a man who doesn’t deserve it as a peace offering.
that I am not something to be sold.
that I don’t come with pretty advertisements because there is things that are hard to love here and I am honest.
I am hard to love and I am not for everyone.
So I should have never slept in the same bed as you. I should have never let you hold me during sex if you weren’t going to hold me when I told you that you meant something to me.
so we’re both to blame.
and even at that, I cut you loose from the guilt and all the responsibility.
I am upset with myself.
you always knew what you were here for.
and I should have listened when you said you never cared enough to fight for anything.

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hipster:

I hate when someone turns my music down in the car to speak.. u think your convo is more important than this absolute banger… get out

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boyvamp:

happy lesbian day to all my lesbian followers and friends !! i love you all, stay safe and keep being great !!

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maashouswashere:

me unprompted at 4 in the morning:

RHIANNON RINGS LIKE A BELL THROUGH THE NIGHT AND WOULDN’T YOU LOVE TO LOVE HER?

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edqe:

We shouldve stayed single cell organisms

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thelovejournals:

“The person you love is rarely worthy of how big your love is. Because no one is worthy of that and maybe no one deserves the burden of it, either. You’ll be let down. You’ll be disappointed and have your trust broken and have a lot of real sucky days. You lose more than you win. You hate the person you love as much as you love him. But, shit, you roll up your sleeves and work - at everything -because that’s what growing older is.”

— Dennis Lehane, Mystic River

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jpgay:

hey handsome…………of that money to me

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